Unovservant people, Halloween and auditions

Something that I find very frustrating is how unobservant most people are. Now, I don't claim to be the most observant nor the most intelligent person ever, but I try.

I could go on and on about that but anyway.

I'm already getting ready for Halloween. I <3 Halloween. It's my favorite holiday. I'm going to be Mrs. Lovett. Mom and I are going to do a little shopping tomorrow for my costume.

My last little random thought is that there are some auditions coming up. After not going to auditions for a couple years, finding the motivation to actually go seems to be the most difficult part for me. I don't know why, but I haven't gone to a few auditions simply because I didn't have the motivation to go. I feel like such an ass and totally lazy because of that. I desperately want to do a show but why am I having such a difficult time finding the initiative to actually go?

There comes a time

There comes a time in life,
when you realize that you need to move on.
When you realize that the past is never coming back.

There comes a time in life,
when you start planning for the next chapter in life,
when you just know you are making the right choice.

It may be difficult for the momentum to start,
but once everything is in place,
There's no stopping.

I need you

I need you,
the one I love,
the future we have
I need you,
to love me now,
hold me forever...
I need you,
to tell me it's ok,
to never leave me.
To hold me tight.
To be the man.
to be the one.
to be mine.
forever.
love